♥ In Love ♥

dear..it has been long since we went out..after our anniversary..we have lesser time for each other..time we hv is at my hm..where u will be bored..with nth much to do while i slp like a pig..hee..but i know u r ok with it as long as u can see me..i tried to pei u as much as i can also le..hee..

yest nite (22 Jan), we met at Cathay to go watch movie..when u reached u looked so tired..i tot of dun watch le..but u insisted..so in the end we watched 'Apocalypto' by Mel Gibson..haha..was it NC 16 or M18? anyway the show was quite a nice one..we both got scare at 1 part n both of us shook our hands..hee..which part was it?i forgot le..wahaha..getting older..memory gettin badder..

hee..then before the show..i complained that u were late n nv wear the watch i gave..haha..then u sianz qu..hai..i tot the day will end like this..haha..but when we go for dinner..we r ok le..lucky i left u alone to cool down..went Parklane foodcourt for western den went arcade play awhile..first time watch Grand Cathay..we were thinkin where is Cinema 1..haha..i was abit 'mountain tortoise' la..haha..so amazed by the 'grandness' of the cinema..haha..the show was abit 'er xin'..but can tell that u like it..hee..

then we took 16 back to my home..in bus i asked u what happened on the nite before..u suddenly become sad..i din know wat to do but to hug u..until we reached my home..after bathe..after done with ur games n my packin..it was already 1:30am i guess..slowly..i drifted into what made u so sad..i try to be funny but i guess it was a wrong move totally..i shld be more serious..hee..u r at times quite difficult boy to handle..haha..u said that no one understands u..that includes me..u said that no one can listen to ur problems..that includes me..i was abit taken back n sad..cos after we were tog for so long..i actualli do not know u at all..but it was not reali true..i have been w u when things happen..i was able to tell what was ur prob yest..onli that i cant gif u a solution..but all i know is 'dun let money control u'..let ur prob be ur motivator..dear..u wun gif up so easily de..thou i may be cili cili..i m always here..i m gettin more practical le..reali..hee..

before we slp..u try to put ur lips close to my..see if i will kiss u not..haha..then when i wan to kiss, u siam..twice somemore..so bad..haha..but stil i managed to kiss u..bleahz..in the end u gave me a kiz..then u also asked me what do i look in u..i said ur loving eyes..no one can gif me that look..onli u..cos i can see luv in ur eyes..so deep..hee..we will continue to keep the fire of our luv burning de..even ur sis said that ur mom n her already 'ren ding' me as their family member le..haha..u cant run le..me too la..thanks dear for all..

a pic we took few days back..hee

Memories posted @ 10:01

Friday, January 12, 2007

dear..i do not know wat else to say but i love u..u have been travelling up and down jus for me..acc-ing me endless nites..consoling and encouragin all these while..u r reali my pillar..nth else can express wat i feel nw..but u r the greatest love of my life..life is tougher nw..but i am a stronger nw..thx for ur 'training'...hehe..

Memories posted @ 23:20

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

dear..tot we will be enjoyin ourselves on our anniversary..but who knows..my dad suddenly kana stroke on 3rd morning..i called u but u left ur hp in silent mode..i din blame u..cos i also know u were tired..i was real shag and confused..then u came in the noon to pass me a top to change and buy lunch for me..u also tried to make me smile..u din wan to console me..i can tell..cos consoling me will jus make me cry..i feel bad makin u jus come down to buy lunch for me and i had to leave u alone after that cos i need to go tk care of my dad le..that nite u came my house to pei me..u were there to wish me happy bday at the first moment..i was also glad that at least we were able to spend the nite together as a form of our celebration..thou i was tired..i stil wan to acc u awhile instead of goin to slp..i din get to slp for 36 hours..but i was willin to tong awhile more..for u..u kissed me gently me and coaxin me to slp..u were such a dear..

on the 4th..i went to ur place for dinner..cos ur mom cooked alot and had bought my present..i should go and eat..i was quite touched by ur mom's gesture..she yet bought me another expensive present..gold pendant worth $78..then after that u send me hm and pei me thru the nite again..then next mornin..u went camp and i went hospital..went my brother's house on fri and ah ma's house on sat..then yest nite u came to pei me again..dear..i reali thank u for the effort..but when i think of the future..where i will have to rush hm to tk care of my dad everyday and no time for u and my ah ma..i will jus tears..i know i hv to be strong and independent and most imptly not to get emotional at this point of time..i know that u will always be here for me..dear i must say that this will be a tough ordeal we will hv to go thru..i told u i envy my frenz..they do not have to wori for their parents..they can go anywhere they wan..they can do watever they wan..why do i have to go thru this??i will not be so negative again le..everybody will have their problems..most imptly is i have u and we will always be so close forever..goin thru every ordeal and grow strong together..u even volunteered to help me out with the fianance..i simply luv u so much..how can i live without u..dear..u r my pillar..always..now and forever..i will wan to be urs too..

for the next few days..i will have to trouble u to come pei me again..hee..u jus make me smile..

Memories posted @ 00:10